it's been like 800 years since i've been on dA holy shit
i know i've said this like 100 times before but i apologize for my inactivity;;
i think i kinda got bored with dA, everyone was leaving
everyone still is kinda and i felt like my art was crap so i decided to take a "short" hiatus with absolutely no warning whatsoever real smooth
i also feel like i've been a real dick in the past;; not only have i disappeared several times with no clear explanation why, i just looked at some of my past journals and some things i've said to people and i'm face-palming so hard right now oooh my gooooodd whyyy
some of the things i have said
w h a t w a s i e v e n d o i n g
so sorry for everyone who had to put up with me overreacting and exaggerating
and just plain being a dick, once again.
i have second hand embarrassment after reading some of these journals and comments
i was trying so hard
maybe a bit too hard;;
despite that half of the people i used to talk with with have left
which is pretty much my fault i'll try to post more;;
seriously even when i was online i hardly ever posted anything wtf
bye for now i suppose.........??